The best thing i have read all day.....
0 comments Published by Tavis Dunn on Sunday, July 06, 2008 at 11:01 PM
I feel kinda like i am banging her over the head with what i am feeling.
Like that is not fair to her cause as she said she's happy. She doesn't dwell in things.
I do, it's my nature. She can be happy and adapt. I wonder what it all means....maybe even obsessively wonder what it all means.
I don't know where we are going. What life will look like 6 months from now.....
I do want to try and figure it out, but not sure she believes me.
I don't want to make mistakes i have in the past. I really do want to figure shit out.
What happened to the fambly cat?
4 comments Published by Tavis Dunn on Monday, March 05, 2007 at 11:37 AM
It is with great saddness to say that Howard, our fambly cat, passed away Friday. He was a sweet, incredibly loving and crazy old ninja. There are many things we are grateful for....
We are grateful to have been with him as he passed. Grateful for the garden Cathy and Wade let us bury him in and the yellow cedar tree that will grow there. We are grateful that it was so quick....worst for us, but better for him. I am so grateful to have met him. We spent so much time together the last 4 months and he single handedly change how i feel about cats. I want to talks about all the silly quirks he had, all the funny noises he made, all the love he received, but it is far too hard to talk about now.
later.......
Going to church. Have for awhile now. I pray to God. Yeah...the Christian one. A year ago it would be very hard for me to believe. ME!?!??! going to church? No way man. No fucking way.
I have a friend who is Christian, i remember arguing with her over the bible. So crass and condescending i was.......sheesh. I've since found out that i have more friends that are Christian. Which is surprising to me. Like it was something hidden.
Shame that some people have used God as a way to judge others. To preach hate. It's no wonder that the non-religious get a little tense when god is brought in to the equation. They (like all of us) fear being judged.
Charley once said she doesn't think i will get what i am looking for in the Church. But i all ready have. My head is high when i leave, not because i beleive myself to be better than others...but because for brief moments i can actually understand what it is to have faith in something i have no control over. It's fucking awe-inspiring...and goes away moments later when my scientific brain catches up. But I'm working on it.....
Yo soy hambré perro!
Yo soy estudiente de espano!
not sure if i got that right.
I have enough trouble with english...why am i learning spanish?!?!
